I used to think that I couldn’t find it for my entire life – the world is very big, and I walked it slowly, what if I couldn’t meet my loved one?
Since I heard “more than 3 billion men in the world, 700 million men in China, there were plenty of fish in the sea”. It became more and more clear that in normal life, the opposite s*x that we could get familiar with and to developed deep feelings with, was too limited. Too limited until I was prepared to accept people’s matchmaking to find a suitable man, simmer slowly and then ordinarily entered marriage life. But in the unexpected corner of life, perhaps we still could find our better half.
In March 2009, I watched my father being pushed out of the operating room, and I had no idea that the doctor followed behind the bed would be my lifelong’s partner.
I think, in this relationship, I could never surpass Gu Wei. I just followed my heart and followed him all the way, but Gu Wei always had to consider the future for both of us. He always jokingly said, “Lin Zhixiao, I don’t dare make mistakes now.”
This man, who was occasionally deep and childish most of the time, occupied almost my entire point of view about love.
He said, “I will always stay by your side, no matter in good or bad.”
I told him: “Even if life rewinds many times, in spring 2009, I will still fall in love with you at first sight.”
- Chapter 54 (4) February 6, 2021